You know, as far as the
cleansing process, again; I had in my mind what I expected to happen
and it hasn't. I thought I would experience a "physical" cleansing
and that has not been the case. Last week, ( all week) I was on a
huge inner peace and acceptance of all things sort of utopia
cloud. I have used Reiki everyday on myself as well as my family and
friends. However, Sunday came and I found myself struggling with
demons that I thought were only present in "THOSE poor unfortunate
souls".
I have had three days
of DEEP, corner cleaning, dust bunny hunting, soul exposing,
cleansing taking place! I have been in a constant state
of awareness, recognition, meditation, prayer and Reiki, just to
have the cycle start over again. It is a very good
thing that I understand that I am just a huge bundle of
potential!...Who knew that Reiki would
lead to a deeper mediation/prayer connection to God?
You know, I have
been pondering the source of Reiki. What is it? I can FEEL it's
presence. I can FEEL when it is flowing. I am experiencing Reiki's
power to ignite physical, mental, emotional, spiritual growth and
wellness but I can't know how, when or what to expect. It is sort of
like prayer only it is combined WITH ACTION. Instead of praying and
just waiting for God to "fix it", I can pray and ask for the use of
Reiki (divinely guided life force energy) and then stretch forth my
hands and become a participant in the request. I feel like it is the
difference between asking someone to change my flat tire and asking
to borrow the tools so that I can change it myself. It is the tools
that make the difference, not who is using them. (Of course it
helps to know how to use the tools and who you borrowed them from so
you can thank them)
That is another thing that I
have been experiencing in the last few days. VERY DEEP TEARS IN MY
EYES, GRATITUDE! I am very grateful to God for everyone and
everything that has been brought into my life and we are talking
about right down to the blades of grass that are sheltering the ants
that are digging their way under my garage trying to get into my
house!
I am also very
grateful for you Tracy. I must admit I did had (small) reservations
about receiving my Reiki training in Utah. As I mentioned in class I
was considering a Master in another state. I was concerned that
religious beliefs would hinder or enhance my experience. You put
those fears to rest just by being you. Your deep connection to
Spirit allowed you to facilitate a very informative, professional
(and yes, for me a Spiritual )learning experience. You are truly a
place where God shines through. It was beyond awesome to find a
three day "play date" where my inner child full of questions and
curiosity could come out and play and leave with such a deep life
changing gift. You were very patient with all of my quirky comments
and questions. You were very supportive of the learning process.
You instructed me and attuned me to the centuries old, sacred
healing art of Reiki and still took the time to remind me that this
is an individual gift to be used how God and I work it out. I can
hear you say, " experiment, how does that work for you?" You are
Awesome! I can't wait to receive further training from you. If you
will have me as a student, my intentions are to become a Reiki
Master.
With Love and Reiki
Anna